I'm Alone noW

无与伦比的依赖

2011-10-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

我以为家人永远是一个靠岸
无论你多坚强，还是需要一个依赖的地方

当我最无助，被压力主宰着的时候
却发现
家
并不是一个可以依赖的靠岸

而你，却是我唯一想要依赖的人

无标题

2011-09-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

贪婪的享受着拥有你
但 after all,
你还是属于大家的。。。

让恐龙出门跑跑。。。

恐龙累了就会回来啦~~ =)

最幸福的事

2011-09-15T14:41:00.002+08:00

The happiest time is the moment that you find the right one,
who will indulge your habit,
and love everything of you.
一个人最幸福的时刻，就是找对了人，他纵容你的习惯，并爱着你的一切...

by loved, Dino.

去习惯你的习惯。。。是我人生中必学科目。。。

Espresso Life

2011-09-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

Things doesn't work out when everything went too fast...
Extracted life.. indeed...

just like Espresso...
1st few try, you'll enjoy the feeling from it...
4,5,6 cups...
It will become nothing for you...
seems like a normal coffee without sugar and creamer..

that's why i never try Espresso...

无标题

2011-09-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

你

会记得我们的约定吗？

如果时间倒流。。。扭转全部。。。
我们会有这个约定吗？

如果能重来...我绝对不会放弃一切。。。

但。。。我们，迟到了。。。

现在我很幸福 A-Lin

2011-09-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

他的手掌有種粗糙的體貼
他在我需要時候出現身邊
被你傷的那些崩潰眼淚
多虧他無私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再見面
誰都不要再提醒那一段從前
有些事不面對反而安心安全
你無權再動搖我的世界
現在我有了幸福有人照顧應該知足
你不像他從不讓我哭
可是我越想投入越是生疏抱的再緊
依舊止不住那流失的溫度
現在我不停忙碌不斷讓步想看清楚
你不像他把我當成全部
可是愛有時善良有時殘酷我要如何
愛他像愛你那樣義無反顧
不會提到最後和他的一切
面對不愛的人我終於諒解了
曾經你用無言畫的句點

接吻時男人手放在哪洩露的秘密

2011-08-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

吻，是一種情不自禁，也可以是說是一種甜蜜的陰謀。單純看男人的吻還不夠，還要考察他的雙手，手往往最容易洩露秘密。那麼，和女人接吻的時候，男人的手一般放在哪裡呢？

摟著你的腰、臉、肩：這種愛從容，醇厚，大氣，有寬容之心，相信自己的愛可以征服對方，是個對愛執著而強有力的人。吻可以如此從容，那他一定成竹在胸。也一定愛得游刃有餘。
　　
撫摩你的頭髮：他的愛細緻溫柔，很貼心，這種愛情比較藝術，重細節，感性。溫暖。激情所至，他還有“空”這樣欣賞，可見對女人有種由內而外的喜愛，而不是單純下半身決定上半身的衝動。
　　
摸你的臀部：這種愛比較成熟，也很有激情，是燃燒的火鳥，可見他是個富有挑戰性格的人，他懂女人心，但是也暴露出他極可能是個有魅力的危險“狠角色”。　　

亂摸：這樣的男子比較衝動浮躁，愛情對他而言是新鮮刺激的，也是缺乏經驗的，他性急，也可能對愛情感到沒有把握，所以有些忙亂，也有“蹭一點是一點”的貪小便宜心理。　　

抱緊：這種男人需要安全感，尊重對方，在乎“在一起”的感覺，愛的溫度很高。有時手上的信息要比唇上的信息更準確，不少女性喜歡這樣的“窒息感”和被揉碎的奉獻感。

48个诡异心理学

2011-08-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

1、据说，当你失眠的时候，你将会在别人的梦里出现。

2、一个人喜欢你的程度，一般和他回你短信的速度成正比。

3、研究发现，人在难过时流的眼泪中，含有较多因精神压抑而产生的有害物质。美国圣保罗—雷姆塞医学中心精神病实验室专家研究发现，眼泪可以缓解人的压抑。

4、据英国《每日邮报》报道：一项研究发现，人们在睡前玩手机，频繁发送电子邮件，会影响睡眠质量。使第二天情绪变差，易焦虑、沮丧。

5、把你所有的不幸总结成一句话，然后问问自己：“3年后，这对你还重要吗？”相信问题就会迎刃而解。

6、喜欢一个人是种感觉，不喜欢一个人却是事实。事实容易解释，感觉却难以言喻。

7、照镜子时间长了，会发现镜子里的自己很陌生。

8、88.8%人哭后情绪能得到改善，只有8.4%的人哭后感觉更糟。70%的人哭泣时不会躲着他人，77%的哭泣是在家里发生的39%的哭泣发生在晚上，下午6点到晚上8点是最容易掉眼泪的时间段。

9、两个男人追一个女人，用情浅的那个先放弃；两个女人追一个男人，用情深的那个先放弃

10、西班牙 Granada 大学的心理学家在一项关于儿童教育和死亡概念教育的研究中发现：人的学历越高，越不怕死。同时这种特征也会影响到他们的后代。

11、首先随意挑一个数字(0.1.2 .3.4.5.6.7.8.9) ，然后把这个数字乘以2，加上5 ，乘以50，再加上1760，最后用这个数减去你的出生年份，你会得到一个三位数。第一位是你一开始选择的数字，剩下的二位数，就是你的年龄。

12、让别人喜欢你的最好方法不是去帮助他们，而是让他们来帮助你。—— 本杰明·富兰克林效应

13、老师在黑板上写下 "woman without her man is nothing"，让学生给这句话加标点。

男生的答案："Woman，without her man，is nothing." （女人，如果没了男人，什么也不是。）

女生的答案： "Woman，Without her，man is nothing." （女人，没有她，男人什么也不是。）

14、英国巴斯大学曾经量过75名7岁儿童的右手手指长度。发现无名指较长的儿童，数学成绩较好。食指较长的儿童，英文成绩较出色。

15、大量心理学研究发现，结婚越早，婚姻质量越高。但人们更愿意相信自己逻辑：等待的的时间越长，结果越好。

研究表明，等待只对22岁以下的人有意义。因为早于22岁结婚，婚姻成功率会急剧下降。但22岁以后就无需再等，等到30岁以后，婚姻的失败率也在上升。

16、睡眠不足，会容易发胖。每天睡5～6小时的人，平均比每天睡7—8小时的人重6—8磅。当正常睡眠时间被剥夺时，身体会产生大量的抗压激素，以减缓新陈代谢的速度，同时第二天的食欲也会增强。如果早晨必须7点起床，前天晚上最好在11点左右睡。睡前可以泡个热水澡或读本小说。

17、国外研究发现，50%三岁孩童会说谎，四岁会骗人的占90%，12岁的儿童几乎都会说谎。孩子说谎，其实是认知发展的标志。认知功能发展越健全的孩子，说谎技巧就越高明，因为他们有办法圆谎。

18、英国医学杂志发表的一篇研究显示：快乐情绪的影响，可远达三层外的人际关系。认识快乐的人，会让你变快乐的几率增加15.3%，认识有快乐朋友的人，会增加9.8%。

19、总感觉手机震动，废了半天劲掏出来却发现什么情况也没有。

20、心理学研究发现：妻子的容颜，与丈夫的性格和他对妻子的态度紧密相关。心胸宽广，不轻易发脾气的丈夫能够包容迁就妻子，使妻子享受充分的自由。妻子的皮肤更加光滑细腻，不易衰老，经常容光焕发。

21、心理学认为，从背后主动拥抱对方代表一种保护，表示拥抱者愿意主动给予被拥抱者爱与关怀。所以，采用这种睡姿，就代表这个人愿意给你爱的承诺，并且能从这种主动呵护和疼爱中感到幸福。

22、毁掉一首好歌最好的方法就是把它设为起床闹铃。

23、男人主动吻女人是突发事件，女人主动吻男人是预谋事件。法国《女性》杂志最新研究发现，在潜意识里，每个女人都希望被自己爱的男人拽住，摁在墙上强吻，这会给她们带来更多快感。

24、在日本地铁里，5个人就有5个人读书看报。在台湾，5个人就有3个人读书看报。在香港，5个人有2个人读书看报。而在大陆，5个人中往往有两个人在讲话，另外三个人在听他们讲话。

25、男人通常不喜欢吵架，也不主动吵架，但他们擅长令女人忍无可忍找他们吵架。

26、进化学专家金泽智称，对伴侣比较忠诚的男性平均智商水平103，而不忠诚的男性平均智商为97。越是智商高的男性，越珍惜两性关系的专一性。以后就可以这样说了：你丫要是不忠，你丫就是弱智 !

27、关系越好的，往往是越爱损你的。和她说话时，你总是能自动屏蔽那些不爱听的。你的毛病她永远比你更清楚。碰到你以前喜欢过的人，她总是特别激动地喊你快看。有了小秘密，总是第一个想跟她分享。其实最关心你的，永远是那个最爱打击你的。

28、口袋装着刚买的手机，在公车上生怕被盗，每隔一段时间就去查看手机是否还在。可是手机最终还是被偷走了。

因为害怕发生，所以会非常在意，注意力越集中，就越容易犯错误。这就是著名的墨菲定理。

29、美国心理学家称：男生和女生分别有6种基本的爱情需求。男生：信任、接受、感激、赞美、认可、鼓励。女生：关心、理解、尊重、忠诚、体贴，安慰。

30、深夜来临的时候，是一个人心灵最脆弱的时候，也是想念最疯狂的时候。

31、炫耀源于内心的不自信。心理学认为“爱向别人炫”是一种内心需要被关注被肯定的表现，很可能是因为某种东西自己不常有，一旦拥有，就希望藉以外界的羡慕来建立自信。

32、如果某个男人主动替你拎包，把你放在道路的里边走，主动为你拉椅子。不要因此而感激涕零，这只能说明他之前有无数个女朋友教过他这一点。而能让他记住的女人，永远是改变他的那个，而不是你。所以，越是细节完美的男人，对女人而言越是挑战。

33、麦兜说：有事情是要说出来的，不要等着对方去领悟，因为对方不是你，不知道你想要什么，等到最后只能是伤心和失望，尤其是感情。

34、心理学研究显示：男人一天平均说2000个词，女人一天要说7000个词。工作一天，老公的那2000个词在公司就说完了，回家只想休息。而老婆还有5000个词没说呢，总要把它说完才能睡吧。然后很多杯具就这样产生了。

35、心理学上说，人们大多数只对有安全度的人发脾气。因为在那个安全度之内。你潜意识知道对方不会离开你。胡闹有时候是一种依赖。

36、这些心理常识你知道吗？　1.手干净的人更容易宽容他人　2.婚姻幸福可帮助女性减压　3.养狗比养猫更有利于身心　4.自言自语有益健康　5.易怒的人伤口好得慢　6.移动家具可以改善心情　7.人在饿的时候爱乱花钱　8.独身者早死率比已婚者高一半　9.爱脸红的人更容易被原谅。

37、女人在床上流的泪，比在任何一个地方多。男人在床上说的谎，也比在任何一个地方多。——张小娴

38、心理学说：凡是习惯咬吸管的女人，性欲强烈，一般的男人恐怕吃不消。所以，交女朋友之前，先请她喝奶茶吧。

39、拖延——最厉害的拒绝。

40、Nobody can go back and start a new begining, but anyone can start now and make a new ending.

没有人可以回到过去重新开始，但谁都可以从现在开始，书写一个全然不同的结局。

41、你说长痘了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说痛经了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说长胖了，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说情绪暴躁，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了；你说胸太小，老妈会说生孩子之后就好了 …

八嘎，生孩子是女人的万能武器啊 !

42、美国一项调查显示，大部分女人愿意15个月不Make Love，以此交换一柜子新衣服。这说明，在男人心里，兄弟如手足，女人如衣服。而在女人心里，男人连衣服都不如。

43、如果你生气了，请在面对爱人之前先照照镜子，看看自己，你喜欢现在这张脸吗？ ——保罗·皮尔梭

44、其实人生只有900个月。事实上，你可以画一个30×30的表格，一张A4纸就够了。每过一个月，就在一个格子里打钩。你全部的人生就在这张纸上。你会因此有一个清晰的概念：你的人生是如何度过的？

45、心理常识：贝勃规律。原本1元的报纸变成了10元一份，你一定会感到无法接受；相比较而言，原本5000元的电脑涨了50元，你应该不会有这么大的反应。

贝勃规律表明：当人经历强烈的刺激后，之后施予的刺激对他来说也就变得微不足道了。

46、男人爱你的时候总会觉得你笨，处处要他担心；反之，他不爱你的时候，会觉得你聪明伶俐，不劳任何人操心 …

47、调查显示：考完试检查的时候，55%的人认为改答案会损害成绩，只有15.5%认为会改善。但实际的情况是：58%把答案改对了，20%把对改错了，还有22%把错的改错了。

48、8.2秒陷入爱河。科学家认为，男人与女人第一次见面，关注持续的时间决定了两人是否能相爱。如果一个男人在第一次见面时关注女人的时间超过8.2秒，那么他就已经不止被吸引了。

Time = Love

2011-08-12T08:35:00.003+08:00

Time is love.
The more you spend your time with someone
is shows that the more you like the person.

50/50 Chances? or 0% Chances?

2011-08-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

Read a post posted by my friend on FB and gimme some ideas of this posts C=

it says that
"Believe and act as if it were impossible to fail."

- Charles F. Kettering

Yes, indeed.

I trusted that Nothing is Impossible.
Once you think you Can,
then you can.
When you think you Can't,
then you can't.

It's just like playing psychology with your mindset.

When you giving orders to your brain that YOU CAN DO IT,
your brain will works to the MAX to fulfill your demand.

Challenge yourself, don't just live your life at the standard
Life's just only few ten years.

Try, what ever things that you think is meaningful.
When you try, you'll have 50/50 chances,
If you do nothing, 0% chances for you.

Lessons from ECS class n societies...

2011-08-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

Different places have Different kind of people with Different kind of cultures..

So, plz don't looks things only from your perspectives...

Do respect people if you want respects from the others

~Learn to Give n Take~

Cheerdo^^

Quote by Dino

2011-08-05T17:54:00.003+08:00

I posted a status in my Facebook..

{Are you my Acquaintance (Hi-Bye Friend), my Friend or my Intimates? C= }

He told me that he is my Acquaintance....
coz..

" I say Hi to you when you bumped into my life...
and say Bye when one day I leave the world together with your love... "

by Loved, Dino.

2011-07-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

永远

这两个字
看似靠近。。。却又很迷离

深怕哪天再次跌落谷底时是伤得最重

我信

永远的那天并不远

只要你能遵守承诺

恐龙 vs. 西瓜霜

2011-07-25T02:51:00.001+08:00

恐龙：我嘴巴破了。。。T.T
面包：你不是有西瓜霜吗？
恐龙：会很痛叻。。。T.T
面包：那你收起来等它生多一罐西瓜霜啊？ =3=
恐龙：不是。。。西瓜霜收起来等它生一个西瓜。。。 =P

once upon a time

2011-07-18T23:55:00.004+08:00

once upon a time

the boy said his vows to his 'her'
promising that till the end of the time shall tear them apart

once upon a time

the girl said her vows to her "him"
nodding her head that she'll accompany till the end of the time

it was just
once upon a time....

at the end, it's just another fairytale that wouldn't exist in our life

习惯了你的习惯^^

2011-07-17T01:35:00.003+08:00

当你发现到
你的他
的生活小习惯
那是一件很开心的事~
是那种会打从心里微笑的开心的事

有个人说过：

爱一个人，不是去改他的习惯
而是去习惯他的习惯

转载张爱玲 Quotes

2011-07-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

1. 就算眼前的这个男人，千般好，万般好，处处是优点，他不爱你，这个缺点，你永远改变不了。

2. 分手时，不哭。当然，不是要你一点都不哭。当著面，别哭，背地里，往死里哭。

3. 一个人最大的缺点，不是自私、野蛮、任性，而是偏执的爱著一个不爱自己的人。

4. 不管你的条件有多差，总会有个人在爱你。不管你的条件有多好，也总有个人不爱你。

5. 抓住男人的不二法门，应该就是，永远不要让他满足。

6. 打扮的再美，穿的再昂贵，那只是个幌子，用善良做的外衣才是真的美。

7. 如果我们责怪爱情伤害了我们，那请问，开始的时候是不是你点头答应爱情的来临。

8. 能开口说出的委屈，便不是委屈。能离开的人，便不算是爱人。

9. 所有爱著的人，爱过的人，都做著同一件事，犯贱。

10. 心里能装著一些时间带不走的淡淡悲伤，也是一种幸福。

11. 人永远是寂寞而自我的生物。无论多麼真诚的说出自己的爱，也总会有无法被理解的心情。

12. 不卑不亢，从容优雅，面对一切。

13. 一个人，如果没空，那是因为他不想有空；一个人，如果走不开，那是因为不想走开；

14. 一个人，对你藉口太多，那是因为不想在乎。

15. 有的事情，没法说明。你觉得值，就值，你觉得不值，别人说值，你也觉得不值。

16. 要明白一个道理，男人可是轻易的喜欢一个人，但不会轻易的爱上一个人。

17. 女人，恋爱的时候，就像，与世隔绝般。

18. 在风平浪静的日子里，留点空间给自己，留点空间给对方，留点美好给距离。

19. 有的时候不要太计较，男人都有点粗枝大叶，忘了一件事，不代表他不爱你，别自己吓自己。

20. 女人，往往喜欢坦白心事，男人，则恰恰相反。

21. 有时候，学会把失望当做一种收穫，因为有期望，才会有失望。

22. 女人的心慈手软，与男人的口是心非，成正比。

23. 不要妄想试图改变谁，因为谁也改变不了谁，只有，他愿不愿意为你改变。

24. 时间，可以瞭解爱情，可以证明爱情，也可以推翻爱情。

25. 自由可贵，但是，每天数以万计的人，在用自由换取爱情。

26. 你可以虚荣，因为，那是女人的天性，但，不要让自己变成为别人增加虚荣的工具。

27. 不要说，这世上没个好男人了，不要去记恨那个拋弃你的人，毕竟曾经爱过你、疼过你，宽容会让你更美丽。

28. 现任女友长得如何？身材如何？你这样只是自寻烦恼罢了。

29. 说过的话一定要做到，哪怕是很愚蠢的，也总比言而无信的好。

30. 不要在你哭泣的时候，说气话，下决定，否则你会后悔的。

31. 他说，我累了，让我冷静一段时间，好吗？你就说好，因为，他是来通知你的，不是来取得你同意的。

32. 你清纯就罢，你假装清纯，比丑还难看，明白吗？

33. 不是所有的努力都会成功，但是，不努力，就一定不会成功。

34. 女孩子要自爱，不管你遇到多大的打击，不管你遇到的情况多麼悲凉，藉故堕落，也是堕落；越是不爱自己，越是没人爱你。

35. 美貌、智慧、金钱，很多事，都是天生註定的，别想用你那嫉妒心，改变什麼。

36. 小心眼、嫉妒心、仇恨、报復，女人的伎俩不过如此，你要施展没关係，关係的是你别被人发现。

37. 放好心态，失去的东西，不要悲伤，你就当，他本身就不属於你。

38. 儘量做个优雅的女子，千万别做作，因为，做作的女人，不仅女人讨厌，男人更讨厌。

39. 独立，永远。不管，感情还是金钱。

40. 嗯.. 不要在哪几个场合相信男人的话呢？床上、他开心的时候、有求於你的时候、犯错的时候。

41. 不要想尽办法的向很多人炫耀，你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。因为，别人不仅不会羡慕你，只会看轻你。

42. 不要整天问，你爱我吗？当你问的时候，他就不爱你了。

43. 20岁以下，你相信偶像剧，那就算了。20岁以上，你还相信偶像剧，那就完了。

44. 要知道，一个男人好与坏，不是看他花心还是专一，自古男人都花心，而是要看，有没有控制力。

45. 有没有发现，往往刻骨铭心的爱恋。通常，没有好结果。

46. 烟、酒，从古至今，被公认为两大毒药。而对，女人，爱情这一样，足以致命。

47. 勇敢的女人，永远比懦弱的女人美丽。如果，你的爱人不爱你，我劝你还是勇敢点分离，好过，懦弱的纠缠。

48. 善於妥协的女人，很宝贵。但是，只善於妥协的女人，很廉价。

49. 不要做女强人，要做强女人。

你不在。但我最需要爱。你却不在

2011-06-11T11:09:00.004+08:00

打开门那一刹那
你不在了

空荡荡的房间

只留下你的味道

为什么？

2011-06-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

那种
想要躲起来的感觉又来了？

是因为让我站出来的理由不见了？

还是。。。

我自己也不知道。。。

只知道存在的理由只剩下你

是吗？

2011-05-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

你总认为，我不成熟

我只是把事情看得简单一点罢了。。。

第22天

2011-05-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

看不到你

的第22天

能记忆的味道

已经快要变得不熟悉了

开始寻找你的味道。。。

酸涩的苦味。。。

2011-05-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

真的。。。

牛奶变质了就泡不出淳厚的咖啡。。。

即使坚持的泡制, 也会有酸涩的味道。。。

我一点也不喜欢这个味道。。。

沉迷

2011-05-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

我

沉迷了

沉迷于有你的世界

沉迷于有你的，安稳的世界

不需要其他的元素

就只有你

你

让我沉迷了

[红线] quote...

2011-05-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

没有漫天飞舞的雪白喜鹊
没有华丽飞扬的动人音乐
只有两个便当，一个卤蛋，一枚戒指
还有，我最爱的新娘子。
这就是我的爱情。

[红线]-赖彦翔--- 九把刀

♥~~~

2011-05-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

我想

我该

学学放风筝

~~该放松些啦那线~~

等待♥

2011-05-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

静静的坐在电脑面前

一边看看文章

一边

静静的等

原来等待也是一种幸福~♥

美丽的遗憾 = 遗憾的美丽

2011-05-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

朋友看出我言语中的遗憾

但那遗憾却是美丽的

对

那是个美丽的遗憾

而我从来没有后悔过

没后悔在它最美丽的那一刻

把它变成美丽的遗憾

希望你也一样。。。

母亲节快乐

2011-05-07T21:44:00.003+08:00

我们都是最自私的怪兽

贪婪的吸吮着妈妈每一份的爱

不浪费每一点，每一滴的爱

直到我们茁壮成长。。。

而妈妈却日渐消瘦。。。

不要浪费她们的牺牲，

做个有用的人

不要浪费她们的青春，

做个有贡献的人

不要浪费她们的期许，

做个让她们感到骄傲的人

祝母亲们，母亲节快乐~~

你让我快乐

2011-05-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

看到你笑了。。。
我也心安乐。。。

记住

我快乐的原因

就只是看到你的笑容

仅此简单

痛快去爱~ 痛快去痛~

2011-05-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

人生短短几十年。。。

不如过的痛痛快快，

享受重重的挑战吧！！！

似曾相识

2011-04-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

那些似曾相识的感觉

早已

人是，物已非。。。

你♥

2011-04-17T19:35:00.002+08:00

你的

鼻尖的气息

让我

不自觉地

安稳

茫然

2011-02-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

我茫然

做出的决定

是否太冲动

Perhaps...

自由. 降落

2011-02-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

不断拉扯

不断争执

自由消逝之时

线，终于，断了。

悬在半空中的飘浮着的

风筝

没有方向

没有目的

尝试寻找一个

安稳的靠岸

试着。。。

Kampar Week #1

2011-01-22T12:27:00.004+08:00

buahaha.. guess wat,,

im in kampar now!!!

uhh.. a half familiar half raw place for me...

familiar, cz almost every saturday will passby here during NS.

raw, cz... raw la.. ppl raw, place raw...haha~

my 1st day was.. uhh, headache..

cz i still sicking.. tmd...

n d lecture hall is like a freezer.. not to mention tat i oso brought my jacket tat day...

in uni i have to walk a lot!

i mean.. rily a lot.. cz they hv block A to block I... if not mistaken..

but usually i walk till block E.. cz from office (block A) n till new cafeteria (block E) oli...

idk y ppl say study in kampar will gain fats...

as hv to walk everyday...

start to think... start to think...

i duwan 60kg... T.T

everything goes well.. including my uni life...

start to get familiar with dis place. n d food n d weather...

n oso lecture style... ha~

Jesster.. she said J+J...

a cute kitty saw in uni area...

my 1st ownself-cooked dinner here~

tada~~~ (seems like not bad rite...)

conclusion~~

everything is so far so good la~~

dun miss me la frens... hehehe...

i will miss u guys~~~ ^.^

.错.

2011-01-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

一次的错误，
就代表永远都会错？

一次的错误，
就代表永远都没有被原谅的机会？

一次的错误，
不是人生的教训？
而是永远被烙上“犯错者”？

2011年1月1日，
我发现了自己的错误错在哪里了。。

一次的错误，
代价太大了。。。

~Welcome to Year 2011~

2011-01-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

在你抬起头，
用欢愉的心情，
大步地迈向21世纪20年代的第一年。。
别忘了，回头看看2010。。
挥挥手吧，跟它说声“谢谢” 和 “永别了”~

虽说，我们要往前看。
往事也只能在记忆中回味了。。
但我们也曾与 2010 有过人生酸甜苦辣。。。
那些
天灾与人祸，兴起和衰落。。
在2010年里看得都快傻眼了。。。

回头望望吧，
即使在过去有再多的不愉快，
都把它们当作人生的课程。
把过去作现在的典范，
把错误订正过来~

记得，
在你离开2010之前，
别忘了对它，深情的说声，
永别了，2010。

Drama-S

2010-12-27T20:43:00.003+08:00

Recently found out many of my friends addicted to HK Dramas..
the wat豪wat海 one..

I dun rily like watching dramas..
seriously..
haha~
although im an almost-like-otaku person~

idk why.. maybe lazy to wait for the advertisement?
(Beside advertisements?)
Same Actors n Actress... Lame la..
meee... sure got ppl bomb me later..
isit no other ppl can use?
there are a lot of other ppl in entertainment world ma..

and another reason,
almost same kind of story..
1stly, met their Prince Charming, n den argue argue... n den fall in love.
den {they live happily ever after}~
bahh.. fairy tales again...
ur mama din teach u fairy tales is fairy tales wont b real in real life ma?

but at least~
tw actress are much more prettier than hk d..

how about korean drama?
it's much more better than hk n tw drama~
at least they wont repeat same actors n actresses =X

well, u will say im 喜新厌旧。。
but when u watch few dramas continuously,
u'll getting more blur cz same actor/actress in different dramas...
that's wat i found out, especially my dad...
when watching drama halfway, he sure will pop out
“eh？ this not that wat choi kau mea?"
rily so got boomed =.=

mErry xMas

2010-12-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

Jingle bell~ Jingle bell~
Jingle all the way~~~
it's Christmas~
ya, it's Christmas again~

this christmas i spent it with my family~
went shopping whole day~
woohoo~ n bought some cheap clothes too~~

I like Christmas very much,,
the feel, the atmosphere...
I think it's a romantic festival..
especially if you can celebrate Christmas with your loved one~

one day i gonna spend my christmas in snowing country~~
hahaha... my dream leh~
Imagine, sitting on the couch in front of the fire with your loved one..
hugging each other~
aww... so sweet~
(ehem ehem~dreaming ar u...)
ya! im dreaming, and i wan this dream to come true too~

Ending this post~ Merry Christmas^^

I got a Lollipop for christmas~~
(ignore my terrible skin..) XD

寻人启事

2010-12-15T14:09:00.003+08:00

寻人启事

姓名：谢晓佳
匿名：Xiao J Biggy
身高：不高不矮刚刚好
体重：她的秘密
样子：不白, 大头鬼。。
性格：开朗，直率，happy-go-lucky..
寻人原因：我要找回我自己。。。

tmd 失落。。tmd 非主流。。。

2010-12-14T01:00:00.001+08:00

你用你的 [无所谓]，
把我的 [无助]，
拴紧于墙上。。。
无力逃脱。。。

你用你假装的 [无所谓]，
慢性式的谋杀我的 [无助]。。

结束吧。。
终止 [无助]。。。

The Last Day In 6B4

2010-11-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hoo.. Time flies...
fly too fast...
today is my last day in 6B4..
gonna miss my bitchies =P
u guys are awesome!!
my form6 life wouldn't be that nice without u guys..
mmmmmmuackz~

when I first step into this class..
I was like.. owh.. who they are?
scare that i cant communicate wif them...
wootz.. but u guys are jz so awesome.. =)

A bio class,,
with 29students and left 28 in month of september..
gonna miss
the joyness n sadness that we shared together...
( Isit any sadness?? i dun think so.. =D)
n food smell,
stinky toilet smell that we shared together too...
(uff.. nitemare.. X.X)
and argued with those small kids..
haha~ feels like it's jz happened yesterday...

many new friends i knew in this class...
then Yong Han, Min Yee, Shinh Nian...etc la.. so many people...
so many things to say...
though everyday oso talk to u guys.. =D
imma talkative person.. =P

Shi Qing,,
thx for willing to teach me n help me in my academic..
(although at the end oso not good la.. hehe~)
n thx for always help me topup!! haha~~

Peggy,
ha~ my 4yrs fren~~~ hope our frenship goes for
40yrs or 400 yrs or 4000yrs la~~ hehehe...
+u +u~~ ah 'San' a.k.a Mr. God not bad wan lo...

Mii, a.k.a Min Yee,,
thx lo mii.. n sorry a lot if I'd ever made u angry..
ur voice so loud.. haha~ sometimes i beh tahan lo...
n help me control tat stupid Harima lo...

Yong Han a.k.a Harima!!
gonna miss u la.. no people let me bully dy...
u too dun miss me lo.. i duwan sneeze all the time..
n drink more water.. water bring to sko is to drink..
not to 'bai sui' wan...ok mou??

Yen Sze,,
good luck in yr Chinese paper~~
proud of u for taking chinese paper~~ =)
n thx for always let me share my problems to u..

Ling Yan,,
nai nai ar,, so cute wan lo u...
next yr speaking dun too ganjiong dy lo...
try listen more english songs.. got help d~~ =)

Fishy,,
hope u happy with tat guy la~~
hehe...

Shinh Nian,,
wui,, dude..
gonna miss u too la~
oweys crazy with me.. kakaz~
but hv to start to be serious lo...
if not later she duwan u ar...
stpm will see u in 1 yr time lo...
better catch up lo... =)

Goh SiLai,,
take good care of Silai Club~~
I'll come back see see wan lo... =P

Jia En,,
if u miss me hor...
go find a rat/mouse/mice/mickey mouse oso can...
haha~~
dun bully people dy la professor..
n dun so fast get mad when other ppl qikek u lo..
no good wan lo... =)

n finally
to 6B4,,
Im going to miss u damn much.. ♥

people said:
Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan..
but somehow we'll meet again someday...♥

with love,
J a.k.a Siau Jia

~Yey~

2010-11-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

Huu~~ finally finished my 1st Final Exam in sTk.
(hell,, the worst exam place ever.. =.=)

1st day paper was Pengajian Am n MUET paper3
wat's pengajian am? i also dunno... =.=
it's something like BM
but come with graphs drawing n some percentage calculation..
n also essays, n comprehension?..

MUET 3 paper was kinda.. ok la.. not too difficult for me..
n I got band4 for d overall paper..
190marks out of total 300 marks.. =.=

den next day paper Math-T
bahh.. kill me.. =P
12 question i was able to do oli 4/5 questions..
n I was very PROUD of myself for
1st time able to solve d αβ-thingy question.. =D
but at the end, I calculate myself d estimate marks i would get..
41marks.. =.=
it's jz a roughly marks u noe...
die la dis time...

n den Chemistry..
owh hell, I wanna know Y those chemist so free to find those elements
n created so many unknown-equation-s...
torturing us... =.=
duwan talk about dis paper la..

den MUET 4, it's writing paper..
hmm.. not bad difficult.. =X
d essay question was:
National Service trainees should be trained to use firearms in National Service Training Programme..
Agree or Not..
it's real STPM essay question in year 2008..

den Biology paper,
teacher gave tips~ =D
so, if still fail it. i gonna knock my head on the wall! =X
I like compete wif Kasturi, the girl sat bside me during exam..
she finished her bio paper in 1hour+..

d last paper:: MUET 1
Which was the listening test..
huh.. nothing much to do for preparation
except clean my ears before the test =D

My friend said:
exam's over~ time for fun?? =)

P.S:: it's a long-boring-post isn't it? lost the feel of blogging...
h*** shXt.. =.=

2010-10-19T21:18:00.001+08:00

I've nearly lost u...

小心翼翼守护的♥，
只要一个不小心，
就差点儿失去了。。。

差一点。。。
就这么差一点。。。

原点

2010-10-17T09:56:00.002+08:00

我尝试逃跑
但
最终还是回到了原点

DrEamZZ

2010-10-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

It happen in a mall..
It's a raining nite..
He,
said something tat hurt her..
She, pushed d door n ran away..
Her frens asked him to chase back her..
but she pretend hearing nothing n keep running..
Rain drops on her cocktail dress..
She turned back..
Thr's no one..
He din chase her...

Disappointment,, she feel disappointed...
Until the end of the road,,
She turned back.. walk back to d mall..
slowly...in the rain...

he was gone...
never leave a word for her..

hell ya,, I'm disappointed..

牛奶@咖啡

2010-10-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

曾经
你说过我
是你的牛奶
永远给你温暖的
牛奶

曾经
你是我
最完美的咖啡
幸福的，美满的
纯黑咖啡

*那些曾经的曾经
你还在乎吗？*

黑咖啡失去了原有的
幸福的，美满的感觉。。
即使再加温暖的牛奶
也不能泡制出
最完美的咖啡。。。

*我累了，不想要这样下去了
你给我一点反应可以吗？*

要怎样
才能再回到从前？
对不起，，
如果是因为我。。。

*我也是有感觉的生物

不是你手中的玩偶*

。
。
。
。

*结束吧，对你我都好。。。*

my babe C905

2010-09-28T21:03:00.001+08:00

Huu~ yea.. My Babie.. =)
C905 i.. It's not vr nice i noe..
but I like it.. cz it's big.. =D
I dun like those small slim phone that maybe break easily if i sit on it.. =X
Perhaps u shud ask me use d Dai Goh Dai =D
big enuf though..

It's a Cybershot phone. with 8MP camera..
n dis is d part i like d most.. =)
It's kinda heavy, n big..
not easy to hide if u bring to school..

It came wif tender rose too~
too bad i din manage to get it...

Get sick agn.. +.+

2010-09-27T16:27:00.003+08:00

absent to school agn...
*meehehehe*
(eyh, not purposely wan ok...
mE got cold ytd...)

sneezing all day long n nvr realize that i'm hving fever too...
I tot ~~Panadol-s~~ might help
mana tau, still same until dis morning.. @.@

den went to see d doctor..
not vr high fever la... but is really got cold..
hummm..

doc: consume more vitC, eat more fruits n vege-s... less sweet food,,
n *bla bla bla....*

aiyoyo... rily is old doctor,,
no, shud say is
天下的医生都是一样的。。。
一样的啰嗦，因为讲同样的东西。。
kakaxx... XD
sorry la~~ jz kidding kay? =)

I do eat lotzz of vege n fruits...
still like tat ma...
therefore, i decided..

2 ORANGES each day =)

oRanGie (wif a sexy-red-lips):
dun eat me! I bite u 1st!! *yaw*

Random Picz in Random Dayz

2010-09-25T11:56:00.003+08:00

wind-less view from sTk..
(opps... u got me.. =P)

the Dawn

Hiding Sun

Rainbow on a sunny evening

Jz some random picz i took during school days..
along the road, in the school...
wonder Y i like to stare at the sky.. =)
like something i shud explore about it?
anyway, Changes in the sky attracts me.. =)

Nothing much to blog about...
days bcm more n more -usual-
=.= idk y.. huhu...
everyday
Study+EAt+SLeep+PooPoo...
(eww...)
y so nothing special???

I wan to make it special a bit la...

but how??

I Swear

2010-09-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

*another nice song with sweet lyrics I found.
hope u like it.. =)

jz a short update.. =) (sleepy but sleepless nite)

2010-09-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

Jamming on the road but saw dis pretty view..
uhm.. i mean d sky la... hehe
(ignore d cars..)
I took it wif my C905..
hmm... it's not as good as a normal camera..
but.. okok dy la.. =)

n... Tada~~
my Netball FoliO...

hehe...
i tink it's kinda messy la...
but it's all HANDMADE 1 lo... =P
claps claps for me~~ hehehe...
haihz.. I used 2hrs jz to make d cover..
aiyo..
one thing..
actually I nearly forgoten about dis folio..
jz on friday got some1 texted me to ask me about d folio...
oli i rmb about it.. hahaha
n used 2 days to search n edit d contents..
wootz.. Kinda f n E.. =D

::I got Motivated in dis few days...::
dunno y.. jz feel wanna fight wif ~~{him}~~..
hahahaha... =D

Last day of Holidayssss

2010-09-19T15:47:00.011+08:00

After
15 days = 360 hrs = 21,600 minutes = 1,296,000 seconds
of HoLiDayZZ
wE are gOin

Yeah.. We aRe.. No,
is.. I'm...goin

doesn't feel wan go back to d {HeaVen} la..
whch full of bOOkz, nOtezz, n maTh-Tzzz..
I dunwan I dunwan I dunwan I dunwan ma... T^T

nvm... 2more months to go...
jz 2months...
haih...

sabar la girl... T^T

Anyway,, ~~Happy-back-tO-schOOl~~=X

dReaM drEam dreAm

2010-09-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

1st thing i gonna say is
SORRY SO MUCH...
so lazy to update my blog recently...
huh.. thx to my stupid laptop

Seriously, I can't sleep well during dis holidays...
Keep dreaming dreaming n dreaming all nite long...
huff.. much more tired than when awake..

I wan Sweet Sleep!!!
not Dream Sleep!!!
omHell...

I tink I gonna b like
dis>>>

who want dreamz??
I can give some for u.. =)

温柔·粗鲁

2010-09-07T18:43:00.003+08:00

最近有个男生突然对我说

[你不要酱粗鲁可以吗？]

呵呵~
是啦，是啦。。
你的[鱼]，最温柔了啦~~
先生，
如果有哪天我突然对你温柔了
那才是怪事。。。
懂吗？

可是我没对他这么说啦
不然等下人家误会了
呼呼~ 才不要叻。。。

对朋友
对情人
对家人
我都用不同的态度
来对待他们

对家人
我永远都像只猴子般闹
直接的表态心情
因为家人都是要坦然相对
不然，
要怎样在同一屋檐下生活呢？

对朋友
我永远都是一个大剌剌的女生
什么玩笑都能开
对男生女生都是一样的
能玩的，就对啦~
看过我的眼泪朋友
也真的是太幸运了呗 ^^

对情人
我可以是一只调皮的猴子
也可以是爱撒娇的猫咪
hmm... 就是每个女生都会的啦~

我的温柔
只有特定的人才能享有的啦~
普通的凡夫俗子
很难才会看到我温柔的啦~~

所以呐，
大佬，不要再骂我粗鲁了。。
懂吗？？=P

2010-09-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

心
收伤了
破成了碎片
撒满曝露在月光下的地面

那象征着
温柔的爱的月光
照在
受伤的破碎的心
此时此刻
显得多么的讽刺

用胶布把碎片黏起来吧

不行，
不成行了。。。

那
用强力胶吧
大概行得通了吧？

强力胶的痕迹，
能逃避吗？

把碎片用石灰封起来
干脆些

对呀
用石灰封起来
任由你再怎么插
也不会再伤到了

Holidayzzz~~

2010-09-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

yahoo~~ finally it's holiday again.. =D
a total of 16days of holidays..
meeheee~~
can sleep late wake up late again..
meehehehe...

what to do in this holiday neh...
study?
play?
hang out?
movie??
oh gosh.. so many plan..
but who wan bring me go out neh???
T^T
hope i got my driving license..
suckz don hv a driving license at age 18!!

不像样。。。

好像我ooo... O.O

2010-09-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。她也会偶尔的忧郁，朋友问她怎么了，她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起，更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情。

她恋爱的时候，喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的，有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人，她不求结果，只希望你有那份心。

对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，会毁了她，要么成就了她。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她不允许男孩子的背叛，如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

她失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，大声的笑，放声的闹。当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言.她很难相信. 即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。她只是想静静的看着你，当你的观众，仅此而已。

她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤.

她就是这样，强势,霸道,任性。。。

不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。

她善变，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。

有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。

她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。。。

她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。

她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。

她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。

她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦,不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情.

她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。

她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。

她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间.

她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。

她不让你给她买这买那，但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。

她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到.

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

得到她,别骄傲,

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。

如果你没有绝对的真心，请别爱她，因为她最怕没安全感，害怕失去平衡。。。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有她的梦想，

她的希望。

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她时而快乐，

时而忧伤；

时而郁闷，

时而疯狂；

时而邪恶，

时而善良；

时而脆弱，

时而坚强！

你可以说她傻，

也可以骂她笨，

也可以说她冷，

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！

一个马来西亚

2010-08-31T10:08:00.005+08:00

53年以前
少了团结的国土
成了大势力国家的盘中餐
国土的子民
成了没有国土的子民
人民受苦受难
期盼勇于救国的勇士的出现
期盼国土能够重获自由

53年前的今天
各种肤色，各种语言，各种文化的种族
以同样的心情，同样的心
欢庆我国从大势力国家重获自由身

一声一声的 ‘MERDEKA!'
正式的宣布着国家英雄们
牺牲自己，为国家争取回来的自由
MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!
这是生于国土，长于国土的各种族人民
打从心理共同的期许

这时的马来西亚子民
是共同体
是同心
是一个马来西亚

但53年后的今天
马来西亚成了什么样？
各个政治大势力
为了名，为了利
把各个种族分得清清楚楚
把一个马来西亚概念利益化了
你是你，我是我
过去的一个马来西亚
在哪里？

太过于爱自己的政治大势力
把各个话题，都融入了政治
忽略国家的成长
无理想要挽救国家的领导者
眼前的名和利
才是重点

太爱自己了
真是太过于爱自己了

难道忘了历史的教育？
忘了国家的守则？
忘了国家的宪法？

记载着的历史，就是要我们从中吸取教训
免得亲爱的国土再被占领
但这些自称马来西亚子民的大人们
似乎都把从前在学校里
历史老师的心血
都呕在记忆里的废区了
可爱的大人们
何时才要长大，为未来得国家栋梁们
做一个爱国模范？

53年的黄金岁月
53年的历史
是否没有存在的意义？
在他们的眼里
53年前国土惨痛的回忆
不作任何的教训？

没有团结的心，
没有共同的思想。。
这一个马来西亚
不会有一个马来西亚的意义

马来西亚
53岁生日的快乐，好像一点也不快乐了。。。

fOrevEr ♥

2010-08-22T17:01:00.004+08:00

If I got a chance..
I wish to b wif u forever...

I don't hv to think about other ppl's opinion..
I don't hv to care about other's feeling..
As long as i can b with u...

Stay in a place whr no ppl will know
Stay in a place whr no ppl will found us..
Stay in a place.. whr we can live peacefully..
as long as i can b with u...

but.. can we??

I Wish we can have a chance like tat...

(first time feel that im bored wif my current life...)

Stole my thing huh!

2010-08-21T17:32:00.003+08:00

the [VR CUTE THIEVES] break into our CLASS..
open our bags n stole our thing...
it's still useless even if u locked ur classroom door..
they break thru d window..!

it's ridiculous..!
they 'rogol' class during recess..

not only 1 class kena.. but 2!!!

jz a not more than 15mins time n they can break our window...
another class had same thing happened. but it's during d MORNING SKO ASSEMBLY!!
d blocks shud b cleared n wth they still can do their JOB??
n d sko explain said:

[u cant blame d sko, cant blame d teachers..
U ALSO CANT BLAME D THIEVES CZ STEALING IS THEIR JOB...
U SHUD BLAME URSELF FOR LEAVING UR PURSE INSIDE D CLASSROOM...]
tUCk him ar...

ReFormatted =)

2010-08-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

heyhey~~
finally i reformatted my dar lappy
hehehe...
haiz.
too bad la..
who ask me dunno take care laptop
asked WunShing to do it for me..
thx bro~~ huhu...

after reformatted
laptop bcm faster..
bcm cleaner
bcm neater

owh 0wh..
he told me that he was shocked when he saw my laptop
especially when he's doin the disk defragment..
sorry la, bro..
i dunno anyting about tat.. huhu

i'll take good care of it start from now.. =)

-365 days Project-

2010-08-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

hoo..
Planning to do a
-365 days Project-
start from 1st of Sept. 2010
dis idea was from a friend in facebook
but she post up random picz of her day..

i'll post a photo everyday too...
photo of d -Sky-
cz i found that
d sky is different everyday
(of cz la..=.= )
n dis caught my attention..
I oweys look up onto d sky,,
n observe d shape of d clouds..
d moving of d clouds..
aeroplane flying over..
birds flying in a crowd..

weather effects a person's mood..
do u agree? =)

watcha think about dis plan??
giv some comment yea
thxie..
=)

2010-08-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

妈说我最近脾气很暴躁
动不动就发脾气

我自己也这么认为耶...
到底发生了什么事噢
如果我能知道自己是怎么一回事就好了..

压力啊压力..
你到底哪里来呐

终有一天
我会崩溃的
但在我崩溃之前
我一定要知道自己的问题出现在哪里

花洒下的世界

2010-08-13T21:40:00.004+08:00

我喜欢
花洒下的世界...
我是说
冲凉房里, 那个
有洞洞的莲蓬花洒...

扭开水龙头
水哗啦啦的洒了出来
凉凉的
打在身上...
一种清新的感觉

我喜欢
对着莲蓬头花洒唱歌
唱出我心里的感受
惯他听到听不到
我有我宣泄的权力

从莲蓬头里洒出的冷冷的水
带走烦恼
带走了一切的难过..
眼泪随着洒出的水
流走了
分不出眼泪和花洒的水

我喜欢
只有自己的世界..
那花洒下的世界

不知道了。。。

2010-08-13T17:54:00.004+08:00

时间随着脚步
一点一滴的流逝了
我们的回忆
又如何了呢？
你说我们可以走到终点
但
那终点
好像要到了

再也不想坚持下去，
是你
让我连坚持下去的理由也找不着

或许
我应该开始学会一个人吧

猫咪说:

2010-08-13T12:27:00.004+08:00

猫咪,
当主人还很喜欢它的时候,
它会很温柔的撒娇..
但当主人开始渐渐的冷落了它以后,
它也开始学会了孤立..
慢慢的,就再也不需要任何人...

RENOVATION ♥

2010-08-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

Huhu~~ renovated my bloggie..
do you like it? =)
it's pink now...
fully pink.. =)
my fave. colour.. meehehe..
mayb u cant accept it..
so, jz leave some comment b4 u go...

here's some simple update of myself...:
i hv some relationship prob bothering me now..
so, 'mma lil bit no mood to blog..
(sorry..)
n I bought new Cons... grey super nudy...
will upload some picz soon..
or u can check out for d photos in my fb..
-Xiao J Biggy-
=)

oh ya, it's still in renovation..
some of the information may not b true.. =)
patience yea.. muackz^.^

owh... 恋爱季节吗??

2010-07-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

发现最近
身边有很多人都恋爱了
麦克弟弟
恋爱了
敌人
恋爱了
连以前公认的书呆子
也恋爱了
还有很多很多不认识的
都恋爱了

到了恋爱的季节吗?

不对
是恋爱的时期到了...

是因为寂寞吗?
因为怕寂寞而恋爱??
还是
跟风啊? 哈哈...

不怕因为恋爱而寂寞吗...

xxxxxxxxxxxx

我的恋爱
好像没有中断过

曾经有人对我说
我似乎忘了[单身]的生活
对咯
一直以来身边都有一个特别的人守护着我

但也因为恋爱而寂寞
寂寞得
连晚上关灯睡觉都会怕黑

你懂寂寞的味道吗?

是
甜中带苦,
苦中带涩;
白天怕看不见太阳,
晚上怕见不到月光...

这种味道
can't describe by any words...

压力

2010-07-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

最近觉得自己的压力很大。。
可是却找不到压力从哪里来。。
搞到自己很emo。。
有一点回到中三时的我的感觉
很恐怖很down 很自闭的那个时候

有时候会有点
压抑不住
就快要崩溃的感觉..

所以我在fb 上po 的那一句话
"我没有你想像中那样坚强"
真的是我当时的感觉

有个人突然又出现在我的生活中...
他回复说我从没坚强过..
他又从何时那么了解我?

如果我的他有那么了解我就好了....

1 MALAYSIA INTERGRATION CAMP 2010

2010-07-18T18:52:00.004+08:00

sorry guys... recently a bit lazy to update my bloggie..

poor starving bloggie =(

actually is not lazy la..

but is ME keep hving fever n got cold.. continuously..

=(

kinda bad mood recently..

cz keep not feeling well..

n made me miss out a lot of thing..

especially school's stuff..

oh well..

i joined a camp whch was organised by d stk.

uhm... Kem Integrasi 1 Malaysia 2010..

it was said to b a COMPULSORY programme to all lower6 student..

i hv no idea isit real or wat..

but, they said COMPULSORY, but we still hv to PAY?

huhu.. good 1,,

since it's a COMPULSORY programme by d government,

it means that d government shud hv subsidised for each student...

but hell,

we still hv to pay another rm40 for dis camp..

d tc told us that d camp is actually rm60.

n d school's PIBG pity us so they PAID the another rm20 for us...

so nice for u.. =.=

pi!

btw, d camp is still not bad la...

jz 2days 1 nite is too not enough...

they wan us to communicate n know each other among d school students of different races..

but

such short time... how? n all of us just sit thr n hear d lecturers gv their speeches,

n play games.. no chance for us to talk to each other..

i mean, to other ppl that we still dunno la..

n my group, mostly..

no, is MAJORITY is from my class...

14 ppl include 2 indian girls only..

so, HOW 1 MALAYSIA??

not we duwan find malay girl..

is, not enuf... haha.. d whole camp I think we have oli arnd 7 to 8 malay

n we hv 12 groups...

so?? haha.. not our fault la..

pian lang lui si boh?? huhuh....

人生 · 无常

2010-07-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

最近我发现
生与死
真的只不过是一线之差

人长得越大，思想越成熟，经历的事情越多
就会看到更多东西
尤其是生命
那脆弱的生命

从大舅过世
到朋友车祸差点丢了性命
我似乎学会了更珍惜生命

到如今，以往的回忆还深刻在记忆里
今日欢笑，明日离别
没有预感，没有提示
这就是生死

我记得
大舅过世的时候，我没哭
我不知道我应不应该哭
也不懂为什么我不哭。。。
只记得，我，哭不出来
我在逃避自己的感觉

直到我长大了。。。
懂得想了
尤其是那一场意外后，
虽然不是真的，只是虚惊一场
但我还是，真的很怕失去某些人

我害怕再失去，害怕再感受同样的感受

老师告诉我们
生命，是无常的。。
生命会有终结的一天；
是上天的安排；
要接受身边的每一个生离死别。。

接受了
可是未必会坚强下去
坚强也不过是欺骗自己

实验室里的白老鼠
垂死前的挣扎
在笼子里，等待生命的终结
你能感受到
那些牺牲品的感受吗？
知道自己临死了，却什么都不能做。。
只能在笼子里，与其他的。。一起等待。。。

如果生命是无常的

那
那些被杀害的生命？
也是无常吗？？
我们。。要同情那些无辜的性命吗？

珍惜你身边的每一个生命
不要等到失去了才后悔

When a Lamb fells in Love with the Lion

2010-07-02T18:23:00.004+08:00

the Lamb
knows tat she shouldn't
knows tat it's wrong for her to do so
knows tat she'll got hurt badly someday..
but still
she can't stop herself from falling in love with the Lion

the Lion
know that he shouldn't had done such thing
know that it's wrong for him to do so too
know that someday he'll hurt her badly
but still
he can't stop himself from falling in love with the Lamb

the Lamb loves d Lion
same as d Lion too
they knew tat they loved each other
n they knew that that's a wrong thing to do
but still
they love each other

the day that they don't want it to happen happened

the Lamb really got hurted
badly

the Lion felt sorry to the Lamb
n he ran away

the Lamb should have known it surely will happen...
but what else she can do bsides facing all of these alone?

p/s:
*just a story from some1 around me...*
*dun tink too much ea =)*

HighSko vs. K.Hua

2010-06-25T20:46:00.004+08:00

huhuh......

After few days in S.T.K..
and after so much of observation...
finally found tat...
HighSko Lose ady la!!!
Tell u Y...

1st, d Classroom.
hmm....
I wan to say...
d classroom is small....compared to KH's...
n it smells like toilet.. =.= no idea who pee in d class..
I wonder.. xiao didi gua?? (wear Mami poko pants la...)
n den... d broom, are provided.. 1 broom, 1 penyeduk, huhuh....
we hv to bring it from d office to the class, n put it back agn after sko.. weird rite??
Mayb it's bcz it is a boy sko.... (got wat I mean??)
n 1 more ting, we nid to change class!! everyday on d last period..
sick of it @.@
in KH, we dun hv to do dis!! d classes are enuf...

next, d Assembly point..
KH hv a place, whr we called KH Square.. It's an under-roof building...
Highsko... a space they hv.. as a Assembly Point.. under-sky... huhuh...
n they hv assembly every monday, small assembly every sko days...
we hv to stand thr n w8 for d teachers to gv out their speeches..
n d prefects... ICUCICU! hate u hate u!!!

3rd, Library..
KH win a lot!!!
in Highsko, d library is devided into 2 parts..
1 closed area, n another 1 is open-space..
i tink d closed 1 got aircond..
ok la, i admit.. their library is bigger...
but d air is not flowing!!! hot man!! like Sauna room...
n their library is like.. market! ppl here talk thr talk...
den d librarian shouting like ah sam like tat..
they dunno how to control ppl...
KH library, comfortable n quiet.. although d bookz are not tat much...
n not well arranged... but stil, KH win =)

4th, Toilet.
d whole sko, so far, i could only found 1 toilet for ladies....
no, is 2, n it's side by side..
i mean... it's like a wash room, n inside thr got 3 toilets, n 2 for another washroom...
d toilet.... face to d canteen... huhuh...
i noe, it's a boy sko.. so d toilet dunnid to build so many..
n d toilet is small dao.... so small tat hard to turn around u noe.. huhuh..
mayb cz im too big =.=
compared to KH's, much more bigger, n more comfortable..

so, conclusion... I Miss You, KH.... muackz ^.^

!st Day of sKol....

2010-06-21T15:42:00.003+08:00

*ehem*
huhuh... after resting for 3months + 3months in NS
I'm finally back to school life..

my New Story..
[ Form 6 Life in Highsko Klang♥ ]

Day : 21.June.2010
Time: 6.30am
Venue: HighSchoolKlang (use 'stk' in blog...)

Unusually, after 1 week holiday... finally nid to wake up super early in the morning agn...
(hmm... Still in holiday mood la @.@)
daddy sent me to sko today.. after send my bro to kh...
stil early when we arrived stk..no car at all..
d sko is stil dark, n...bside d sko is a cemetery... *uh-hum* duwan say liao...
so, dad wait thr with me.. until xiao hong reached too..
Good~ got ppl teman me dy..
den we go into d sko...1st, go to d school office.
hmm..d teacher told us to go w8 for assembly 1st, only go n find d teacher-in-charge after tat..
no ppl thr yet oso.. so we decided to walk arnd..see whr's d toilet (xiaoHong say find toilet 1st..=.=)
n den we met some other girls oso jz came back frm NS like us..
n den found OngWhale n others too... finally got ppl tat we knew..

I wanna tell someting about their assembly..
the uhm..wat they call.. someting like 'host' la..
he wans to act strict. but i jz wanna laugh my butts off when he starts to speak...
the way he speaks shows tat he's nervous.. 'para penjara..' as it shud b 'para pelajar...'
tat's a 2 difrent ting dy =D
n d principal..dunno wats her name,yet.. She gv her speeches for about 15mins!
she speaks so slow.. n soft... n.. n.... HYPNOTISING ... @.@
no wonder got student fishing during d assembly..
she try to speech funnily..but i cant catch her funny at all..
miss KJ... huhuh...
luckily we sit on d ground.. if not, I tink sure will hv some1 fell down cz of fall asleep. XD

n den, class... thr are 4 classes for sc-student...
2 phy-s, 2 bio-s...
n i chose to go in bio...
n agn...left me n Celine n another gal call sze yin...+another 3 gal..
ok, now we hv 2 gangs here..
d teacher-in-charge said:
'we hv to balance d race ratio.. so, i cant put all of u into B3...u hv to discuss n gimme ans..'
orite.. so we made it undian..
Celine take it.. n O.M.Gosh.....we got 6B4!!!
( no choice lo.. mia zhui lo... fate liao lo... T^T )
sui bian la.. aiya..
mountain duwan turn, road turn lo..
road oso duwan turn.. I turn lo...
(DIRECT TRANSLATED FRM CHINESE... =x)

go into d class...hmm.. actually it's not as bad as I tink la..
but It's rily worse than KH...
i mean d study environment...
my class hv only 34student.. 7guys,other girls..
chinese majority...
bsides me, Celine n SzeYin.. stil hv another 2 boys..oso jz back frm ns..

jz d vr 1st day of mine,,.already hv many notes...
Chemy notez, Math-T notez, PA notez...Bio Notez...
( hmm... head big big liao la....@.@ )
they dun use textbooks.. but some reference books... heavy bookz...
n some of d teacher (so far got Chemy tc, M.T tc, PA t.c, BI tc..)
jz copy d notez on d white board n u copy it..
or read d notez frm d book n u copy it..
huhu.. like dis oso can ar..
den i beter go buy 1 casette enuf.. no choice lo.. who ask me chosen in B4...
overall... stil not bad la..

n I noe some new frens here... Kor Ri, Shinh Nian, PA system, WeeTat, Tamil...
n other all frm S2 last time =) good 1..
jz those indian gals i hvn go communicate with them jeh..
they looks like.... hard to communicate... =X
wateva la..

i wOnder how d skO looks like.. I mean.. d style la..
isit like KH? or wat..?
cz wat I heard, stk is much more strict in dicipline than KH...
huhu~ Im a anti-Pengawas...anti-sko-rule... anti-strictness...
dunno how my life will go on in dis sko..
hahahahahahahaha!!!

PLKN #5

2010-06-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

p.s.:: dates n times were not stated as i oso dunno when did it happen dy.. but some may stil stated d date^^

HMM... today i goin to tell you about my life in plkn....

We hv to get up at 05.30... (actually is got woke up by d intercom..)
n den we'll hv PT pagi at 06.30... (morning exercise desu...)
brkfast at 07.30
n den go into class at 8.30.. (for weekdays..)
lunch at 12.30
after tat rest until 14.30 for physical activities or foot drill training..
usually more on physical activities la..
n rest at 16.30
17.30 free time, play time...hehe like a kid...
18.30 dinner
n den rest agn until 20.00
mostly they'll roll-call us at 21.00..
n we hv our kelas kerohanian at 20.30 on every thursday n friday...
there'll b no PT pagi for saturday n sunday, but mostly will hv talk on saturday morning...

we hv 6 meals each day:
brkfast 0630
morning tea 1030
lunch 1230
afternn tea 1630
dinner 1830
supper 2230

crazy rite?? I wonder y most of them can b so big sized.. and I knew d ans now... huhuh~

n PT pagi, whch is our morning exercise.. it's a everyday-must-do activity..
but on monday will b special a bit.. like do dancing ala'Malaysia..
dis 1 is a special 1... as it combines d cultural dance all over Malaysia..
besides tat, we hv our Aerobic dance too..
but d teacher is too boring... repeat n repeat d same movement only...
whch was swing both hand to d front n back... likes to show her big breast huh =.=
(we used to call her cikgu seluar koyak..will tell u what hapen soon...)

and for d morning class, totally we hv 3 class..
d 1st class was d Character Building course
It's rily an awesome class, a good course to take...
noe a lot of frens...had a lot of sweet memories here...
d 1st guy i talk to was oso in dis class...

after CB class, was our KI: Integration class..
i dunno wat is d purpose on doin dis class actually...
they hired teachers from outside n teach us someting...uhm..
like about d cultures of different races in our country...
not much actually..n not long either, just 1 week..
but in here, I knew plenty of good frens...^^

n den was d KN: Patriotisme class..
It's all about our country in dis class..
hmm..not too bad la.. jz BORING SEH!!!
actually it's not d teacher's fault u noe...
it's all about d scheme..d teachers hv to follow to d scheme..
tat's y it became boring...
hmm....dis class, too..let me knew another good fren too^^

orite.. i tink i shud stop here 1st.. guess u guys ady bored.. haha~
dis is jz a part of my life in PLKN..

to b continued =)

I'm Back baby~~

2010-06-13T15:50:00.004+08:00

proudly to announce:

I'm Back, baby~~
meehaa~~ (i noe...im darker now...is daaaaaaaarker...huhuh)

yeap, finally back to my home-sweet-home on friday..
(sorry ya tat some1...din make a call or mcj u...)

my currently mood::
-tired, n DEADLY MISSING CAMP FRENZZZZ!!!
after all d tears n waving goodbye-s, we are all now on our way to another destination of life....

jz a short post 1st...
will hv more post after dis^^
sabar ya sayang....

Happy Birthday Bloggie^^

2010-06-13T12:54:00.001+08:00

huhu~ 1stly I wanna sing....

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to My bloggie...
Happy Birthday to You~~~~

enen.... today My Bloggie is OFFICIALLY 1YR OLD =)

weird lea.. celebrate birthday wif bloggie...huhuh
thx to my dear bloggie cz shared my feelings for 1yr...
although jz 1 yr la..
but all my sweets, bitters... are all here...

hmm...hoping towards 2nd, 3rd yr...and so on =)

I Love yOU, Bloggie ♥~

PLKN #4

2010-04-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

Today we make our KKJ presentation..
KKJ: Kontrak Kami Janji
whch means We Promise contract..
unfortunately, my company got d last place..
kinda dissapointed as we had prepared this presentation few days ago =(
(they gave us few days time..about 5days if not mistaken)
The most important reason why we lose is becoz we din't unite..
Unity is d most important for a group of ppl....
but stil, they did their good job^^ well done Bravo^^

*ehem* I sick agn... thx to d extreme weather here.. hot n cold, cold n hot...
n thx I got inject on my beautiful buttbutt.. T.T

These few days d KJ not in good mood either...
N he's quite strict to us these few days..and I too got scolded few times...
Innocents lea... T.T

PLKN #3

2010-03-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

Today we started our activity.
At first we shud b hving our class..the Character Building a.k.a PK
but our class suits FINALLY arived today.. so we postponed d class n take our uniforms..

the weather here is quite extreme in difference.
it's EXTREMELY HAWT!!!
Morning can b vr hot, but suddenly it rain in d evening...

hmm..btw..starts to find that it's kinda fun to stay here =)

PLKN #2

2010-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

My dorm finally fulled.

Intro d B4-wati..:

Yuva Fatin YanTheng SukYuen Kite Yaamini MeeYen Shaliyati Erryn Ieza Liyana

Ecah Ekin Siti Biha Nadia Akimah Zue Sally GG Yam Darshani Mai Me

Stil shy wif them... except Zue Fatin n Sally..

they're kinda...Krazy girl too.. =)

Zue n Me

PLKN #1

2010-03-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

1st day of NS life had started. We departed frm Shah Alam Stadium and took around 2hrs to reach our campsite.
KEM KEPIMPINAN GEMILANG, GOPENG, PERAK.

The weather here is extremely HOT!!! much more hotter than Klang here... Day time hot like in Sauna room, Nite time cool...
lucky for us.. as we are d 1st bus to arrive thr.. means, I can choose my bed~
and d food here...uhm... not bad la... Malay food, wat to expect.. jz...
Breakfast - spicy, Lunch - spicy, Dinner - stil spicy...

Imma spicy girl... xD

About my dormate.. they are AWESOME!!! sampat enuf ar....
i tink my NS life wouldn't b so boring... =)

b4 departing frm Stadium Shah Alam... crowd of parents...

d 1st photo I took in PLKN.. Beam of sunlight.. =)

I like dis colours... =)

Happy B'Day to Me~~

2010-03-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

要说我是大人了吗？

还是依然是小孩一个？

唉，一个尴尬的时期。。。

要大不大，要小不小。

好像面粉团一样，

想要 ‘小’ 的时候，就把面团搓圆点；

想要 ‘大’ 的时候，就把面团搓扁一点。

18岁，人生新的转折点

即将转入大人的世界

对世间每一件事物都会有不同的观点。

会用不同的角度来对待每一件事物。

也会用不同程度的胆子，去尝试新的事物。

但我也知道什么是‘黑’，什么是‘白’。

虽说要勇于尝试新的事物，还是要有一个限度的。。。

长大了。。胆子也越来越大了。。。

限度，也会越来越高。。。

尤其像我这种超级好奇宝宝，

（不懂你们有没有这样觉得，

至少他是这么形容我的。。）

限度，也还挺高的。。。

现在不试试看，以后还是会面对回同样的东西，

同样的，你还是要去面对。

与其等到以后才面对，

不如趁现在还有热情与活力的时候

敢敢来！

至少遇到挫折的时候，打击不会那么大。

18岁了。。。

生‘蛋’快乐 ^^

p/s: will post the party's photo after i came back.. sorry~~~

Lego-s... =) Fave..

2010-03-19T09:09:00.007+08:00

Yello~ haha... want play Lego wif me??
(aww...c'mon...it's not a childish-kiddo-thingy..)

suddenly miss those days..
where Bro n Me playing the LegO blocks..
making our 'house' n 'food'..
n machines....
last time Lego only hv in blocks.. like d 1st picz..
den produce more n more series...
Like Starwars... Race cars.. Castles.. etc..
so much more..
this few shown are my Fave. haha~

LEGO BLOCKS.. kiddo memoriess... =)

arh.. Lego city i think..

Castle.. I wan this set. but it's expensive!

Lego Art.. clever la d artist =)

n d Pirates... I want this too.. hehe~

ah-hah.. Pirates of the Caribean set..

finally.. d Gorgeous Taj Mahal... pretty huh

Who say Lego only for Kids??? box u ar...
next time i gonna buy for myself,
n make a room for it.. hehehe...
(stupid... dreaming sia...=.= )

2010-03-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

Went to edu fair in MidValley wif my uncle today..
it's crowded.. omg..
thr're ppl-ss everywhr..
( of cz la.. aboh hantu everywhr mea..)

n thr're a lot of uni tat we cant see in other edu fair..
like Penang International Dental University..
n etc..

I met 2 of my frens thr too..
Raymond Hng n Ah Thye.
wonder wat are they taking next time =)
haha...

Wat I wan study wor...
now im considering either psycology
or architecture..
okok..now tell u wat hapen

I choose to take Architecture at 1st..
den my mom say tat dun hv a vr good future..
ok,
den another 1..
since I like animals.. so tinking of Veterinary..
d probs: oli UPM in local provide dis..or else, foreign coutry
n my mom>Y dun consider Dentistry if u wan take Vet?
isshhh...

k.. change agn.
Dentistry...
walao..nid study chemy agn lo... super plzzzzzz la!!!
( vet oso nid study chemy n bio..
but i more like animal than human being ma...)
n oso, my result oso not allowed lo.
if i rily wan go for dentistry
tat person asked me to re-sit Phy n Chemy in spm
while taking their foundation course.. President Coll..

*uuuuufffp..*

so NEEEEEEXXXXXTT!!
change to Psycology...
dis I tot b4.. together wif architecture..
but I chose architecture 1st.
now consider psycology...
den last saturday, went to a counseling..
did a test n shows tat im suitable in
either medi field, or artistic field, or combine them..
medi, sure die la me..
artistic.. hmm..duwan
den d middle wan lo
architecture, physiotherapy, psycology, mass comm...etc
see! wat i choose were rite!

I noe I noe..
hv to tink in difren perspective n aspects ma...
I noe I noe..

den now how? wat shud I do???
beter tink of d pre-u 1st.. isshhhh... >.<

Resultzzzzzzz .

2010-03-12T13:02:00.004+08:00

I got my result ytd..
n guess wat?
I got 7As which was out of expected, baby!
thankz Guan Yin Ma~ XD
xie xie ni~
terima kasih~
gam xia gam xia~
toh jeh sai~~~
arigato kozaimasu~~
nandre~
(dunno whch language she/he noez..)
(n i jz noe dis few languages nia =X)

I targeted that I wil jz get 5As
n stil worrying i wil hv no A-s nite b4 d resultz come out..

uhm uhm uhm..shud I post it?
post la post la.. not so sia suui oso..XD

here's my resultz>>>>
BM - A
BI - A
BC - A-
MATHS - A+ (d oli A+...T.T)
MORAL - A-
K.CINA - A
ADMATHS - A- (YESSSS!!!!! no fail no fail...XD)
BIO - B
HISTORY - B (O.O unbelievable...)
PHY - C (sad....)
CHEMY - C (expected la =.=)

ohh..can see hor?
my science-s not good!
n I expect my BIO n CHEMY wil die badly.
but in the end was my PHY died! n BIO survived!
how come how come???

so now...i can eliminate MEDICAL FIELD frm my list~
(no more chemy bio la..plzzzzzz...)

thx thx thx to allll d teachers that taught us..
thx thx thx to mommy n daddy cz paid tuition fee for us..
n thx thx thx to d tips frm websitez...
=D

我的‘泡汤’记

2010-03-11T00:30:00.004+08:00

泡汤，就是所谓日本人的泡温泉。
但是，
今天我要讲的不是这个泡汤。
而是， “泡汤” 。

从新年前开始，计划好的约会都泡汤了。。

第一次是他在约会前一天，弄伤了自己。来不了。。
(他的错 =P)
第二次约会，唉，复杂。。很难解释。
(是我的错，好扯平了。=D)
第三次约会。。。那个什么笨蛋INS. 啦。。
去杀猪要杀这么久吗？!
杀到全部人的时间都拖延了。。。
很讨厌叻!
(第三者的错？=.=什么嘛。。。)
本来说好，11/3，拿了成绩，一起去吃午餐的。
就因为这个，把我们的约会‘泡汤’了。

无奈。。。唉
我只是想要看到你罢了。。。
真的很难叻。。。
有种，很不稳的感觉。。。
是我想太多了吧。。
这个，算是上天给我们的考验吗？
或许吧。。。@@

变质的友谊

2010-03-07T10:02:00.003+08:00

一段单纯的友谊
变质了
变得不再单纯

像甘甜的牛奶
经过长时间的发酵
变成了酸涩的优格

如果发酵失败了
发臭的失败品
丢弃吧。。。
再怎么补救也无济于事
只会让牛奶的状况更糟糕

想要酸涩的优格
再次拥有甘甜的滋味
加些调味。。。
甘甜回来了
但
优格始终是优格
再也不会有牛奶原有的天然甘甜。。。

p/s : to some1... try to figure out wat does it mean... =)

CHIA SIAU JIA NO. KP:92xxxx-xx-xxxx

2010-03-05T15:04:00.001+08:00

KEM: KEM TAMAN KEPIMPINAN GEMILANG,
GOPENG, PERAK.
PKP: STADIUM SHAH ALAM
LAPOR: 27-MAR-2010

Thank god... ting tat shud come finally came...
yeap yeap...
im away for my 3months time National Service soon
i feel nothing but NERVOUS! ..

27th.. jz 4 days after my bday.. Happy bday to Me =)
27th, my old fren's bday... happy bday S.K.L^^
27th, is the day whr i shud report myself... *sigh*

I was so excited since d 1st day i knew i'd been chosen for d N.S.
but now, y would I feel...
not excited, but worry n nervous.. @_@

3months time...
hmm... anyting would happened rite?
I'll leave my Lappy for months...
T^T guess it'll b dusted...
sorry darling.. sorry for goin to dump u for some time...
( nahh..they'll use it though =.=)

a bit earlier for me huh...
to feel those nervousness n worriness?
LOL..

it's jz a LOL...

2010-02-24T21:09:00.006+08:00

My bro told me: "Im so headache of ur relationship!!!"
lolx.. wth my relationship to do wif ur headache?? =.=
"cz every1 is asking:eh, ur sis wif tat 'XXX' isit? eh, ur sis got bf ady ar?..."
=.= wat to do wif my relationship wif them o...
"HELLO??!! HE IS SAME AGE AS ME U NOE??? A SPECIAL 1 NOW!!! ><"

isshhh... (d above conversation was when im editing frens blog...)

hmph, rily lo.. wats wrong wif my relationship?
(baby, u'r too famous i tink...)
age, doesn matter rite??
we aren't hv a big range of age like 20yrs or 50 yrs...

i dont mind that, so does he...
(did asked him b4...stupid, if he do mind, why would he ask me to b his gf? )

i thought of the prob b4...
-will he feel stressed? of the opinion frm the others??

hmm... it's been a looooong time we din see each other...
nor webcam too...T^T

p.s.: tinking wanna change my layout agn... any ideas?? wan change onot?

2010-02-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

最近找回一首旧歌，
大概是90年代的吧。
很美的歌词。。。说中了我的心 ^^

最浪漫的事-赵咏华

背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢老
直到我们老得哪儿也去不了
你还依然把握当成手心里的宝

♥ Poodle-s

2010-02-17T01:50:00.007+08:00

That day went to a Pet shop to buy my dear doggies' food..
n saw 2 Poodle for sale =)
I want it I want it!!!!
but I ady hv 2 Dalmatian at home...
so, think'bout it next time =(

My Wish:-

* Have a Coffee Poodle jz like d 1 in d photos* on my 21st birthday

meeheeehehehe....

农历新年快乐 ♥

2010-02-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

恭喜恭喜恭喜你呀
恭喜恭喜恭喜你

农历新年，都是我们这群小孩最高兴了。。。
穿新衣，戴新帽。。。
有红包，又有美食。。
还有红红炮竹响连天 =)

游子们难得回家团聚
与至亲至爱来一顿团圆饭
聊聊天，一起守岁到天亮。。。

白发苍苍的老奶奶
在轮椅上，盼长了颈
盼着子子孙孙围绕着餐桌
陪她老人家吃顿团圆饭

现实的人，
拿到‘利’了，基本的‘义’都可以忘了。。。

Happy Chinese New Year to All my Readers =)

♥ Valentine's Day ♥

2010-02-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

*I Love You*

this is what I want to tell u during this special day...

I noe u're my Mr. Right since d 1st day we b 2gtr...
hmm... we'd been 2gtr for 168 days ooo..
(a nice number huh =D)
Thankyou for loving me..
Thankyou for bringing so much of happiness for me...
Thankyou for caring me...
n Thankyou for make me ur lover =)

今年的情人节无法跟你一起过。。。
所以我希望以后的每一个情人节、新年、
还有以后的每一天，都要在你身边跟你一起过。。
因为有你在的日子，都是特别的。
你就像我的福星
给我带来了幸运
给我带来了欢乐
有你的日子
都是我最幸福的日子

左手 · 右手

2010-02-06T20:23:00.004+08:00

我的右手好像有点受伤了。。。
最近都有点迟钝。。没力的感觉。。。@@
连提包东西都有点问题。。

右手啊右手。。。
你在闹脾气了吗？

想想，
我的左手一向来都很幸福。。。
没有任何伤口，滑滑的
因为什么东西都是右手做多一点。
写字 >>>右手
握滑鼠>>>右手
化妆>>>右手
刷牙>>>右手
用剪刀>>>右手
切菜>>>右手
开水瓶>>>右手
洗碗(拿菜瓜布)>>>右手
打球>>>也是右手

左手啊左手。。。
你又曾做过什么‘大事’叻？？
连剪右手的指甲也剪不好
写字也写不好
又不能打球
如果要画眼线的话。。。。@@

刚才独自一人躲在房间里
看看自己的双手，
右手，还蛮多疤痕的(不是流血的疤痕，是脱皮的疤痕)
想到。。。
如果有一天，我的右手真的受伤了
完全不能动(需要休息了)
我的一天。。。要怎么过？
从早上的开始
第一
牙膏盖，谁帮我开？
第二
我的牙就刷不好了。
第三
洗脸霜。。。挤不出来啦!
第四
怎样穿衣？？？应该还应付得来啦。。。
。。。。。不敢再想下去了

唉，是我太依赖右手了。
如果仔细看，我的右手比左手大蛮多的。。
之前一直在练羽球，手腕运动量超多的。
可能就从那时候就受伤了吧。。。

或许我应该更照顾我的右手，
或许。。。我更应该开始训练我的左手吧？ =)

人类始终是人类
总爱等到问题来了才烦恼 ==

d 4th day Wif the kidz

2010-02-04T18:51:00.005+08:00

Wuahahahah!

Imma ~Magician~

Oli 3 colour can make them so happy.. XD
kidz are oweys kidz...ez come ez go feeling...

Ytd during their Sc experiment class,
I played colours wif them...
Use d primary colours to produce other colour
Blue, Red n Yellow, rmb?
they're like amazed wif d 'magic' lea XD

Okay, dis is my class:
Butterfly
i can rmb some of them nia...
Yong wei - my neighbour. haha
Wei Yi - principal's son.. (i tink he changed to another class tmr...)
Jojo - clever girl =)
Siew Ying - like d monitor of d class ==
Hao Yi - Clever 1, likes to shout like his sis(Li Ya)
Jackie - fat fat boy, likes to show. looks alike wif d boy in Pandaman XD
Udin - Malay boy, can understand a bit Eng after 3 yrs here...
Kai Wei - a bit slow...but stil not bad ^^
Soo Yue - d teacher's sister
Jia wei - pretty girl

these kids are 6 yrs old..easier.. cz they understand wat im saying =)

1st day of Teaching... @.@

2010-02-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

orite...
Today is d 1st day i start teaching those small kiddo-s..
uhm...
it's...
VR TIRED U NOE???!!! ="=
now my throat is H-O-T ...
T^T wan sick dy larrr

I start my day last thursday..
n m replacing another old lady who was retiring today..
n take over her 5 years old class,
teaching Sc, n Moral for each class...

kinda...okla..not bad oso lo..
jz sometimes those kids are hard to control ="=
hmph, goin to tink some way to control them...
nyek nyek...im goin to conquer them...xD

those kids are cute actually ^^
intro some 4 yr-o kid:
Qi Yong-who sings everyday
Kai Xuan-who has eyesight prob..poor lil girl
Qi Xuan-the Little Baby boy..==
Yugen - Cute Indian boy..dun understand my word but keep nodding n shook his head XD
Wen Xie - d Kepo 1..== but kinda clever
Li ya - another Kepo 1..n hardly to listen to teachers
Mastura- she cant understand eng..at all.. but pretty n clever gal too =)

rmb-ing their name...managed to rmb d 4yr-o kids nia..
aikz..old liao

now I noe it's not easy to b a teacher.. =)
think back when i was small like them..
the teachers keep yelling yelling yelling..
(no idea what the hell they're yelling..=X but now i tink i noe)
bcz they frustrated when we're not listening nor understanding..

can I do it? mayb....hope so.. =)

Jz wan to say....Im Sorry...rily rily Sorry...

2010-01-31T22:05:00.006+08:00

Recently i was tinking too much...
thinking of anything..
my past, my future..
it's like a movie playin in my mind...

Thr's something i stil cant let go...
until now..
im regreting..
feel like, im useless...

I did nothing when some1 needs me the most..
n i finding excuses to let myself not to feel so bad..
at the end, i stil cant let it go..

I wan to do something for you!!!

but we're jz cant b like last time...rite?
u cant take me as a friend of urs...rite?
for u, im jz 1 of those stupid bitches too..rite?

Im not, kay? I jz dunno wat to do...
forgive me..im slow...
when i realised wat i shud do, it's already too late..

Since that, u treat me in another way...

If u're angry wif me...im sorry for what i did...
If u stil mind on tat ting...im sorry cz im slow in reaction..
If' u tink im cheating...i can tell u, Im NOT!

U're a good friend to be...
contact wif u agn?
shud I? shudn't I?

urghh...
better giv up..

p/s: found tat some1 has a same colour post wif me...
wan change ady @@ any good idea? dis 1 nice?

雨天

2010-01-27T21:52:00.005+08:00

傍晚的时候
下了一场
很大，很大的雨。。。

天空都被晚霞染红了
只有红红的一片天空

路边的小狗狗。。不回家吗？

晚上7时07分
雨开始下了。。。
人和车辆都赶在回家的路上
豆大的雨点
啪啦啪啦的打在车身
清洗车人的思绪

厚厚的乌云
始终无法抵挡太阳的光芒
红红的
不甘示弱的
跟乌云强烈地对比

窗外一片模糊。。。
跟现在的情绪
一样模糊。。。

看到了母校
学子冒着雨跑向巴士
淋雨特别痛快

雨
夹着过去的美好回忆
与患难与共的朋友们
在雨中作乐，一起取暖。。。
与亲爱的他
在雨中跑回学校
。
。
。

温暖的家
到了

经过了寒风吹袭
终于回到温暖的家里

但愿每个人都平平安安的回到他们
温暖的家

唉，心太软。。。

2010-01-25T23:37:00.005+08:00

最近好像有一点被 abandoned 的感觉。。。
虽然我知道，你真的很忙。

真的太想你了 *.*

即使是狗狗，
如果你几天不理它，
它也会耍脾气，做些引你注意的东西啊~

但我不是狗狗，
顶多也是你打来的时候
会对你冷冷的。。 (其实是很高兴听到你的声音^^)
一下子就会被你的声音温暖了啊~
你知道我的，心太软。。。

真的很久，很久没有听你的‘成名曲’睡觉了。
睡不着，怎么办。。。
你好几次在我睡觉的时候打来啊。
报仇。。嘻嘻~
可是想想，你已经那么累了，
还是不要打扰你休息比较好。
静静地想念你好了^^
你知道我的，心太软。。。

我也不介意你忙得没空理我
但
偶尔我也会 'laogai' 一下啦~
哄哄我，就行了啊~
你知道我的，心太软。。。