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sincerely J-er...,♥

Wednesday, July 28, 2010 ♥
owh... 恋爱季节吗?? ♥ 8:49 PM

发现最近
身边有很多人都恋爱了
麦克弟弟
恋爱了
敌人
恋爱了
连以前公认的书呆子
恋爱了
还有很多很多不认识的
恋爱了

到了恋爱的季节吗?

不对
恋爱的时期到了...

是因为寂寞吗?
因为怕寂寞而恋爱??
还是
跟风啊? 哈哈...

不怕因为恋爱而寂寞吗...

xxxxxxxxxxxx

我的恋爱
好像没有中断过

曾经有人对我说
我似乎忘了[单身]的生活
对咯
一直以来身边都有一个特别的人守护着我

但也因为恋爱而寂寞
寂寞得
连晚上关灯睡觉都会怕黑

你懂寂寞的味道吗?


中带苦,
中带涩;
白天怕看不见太阳,
晚上怕见不到月光...

这种味道
can't describe by any words...

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My L ♥ V E For You
Sunday, July 25, 2010 ♥
压力 ♥ 8:40 PM

最近觉得自己的压力很大。。
可是却找不到压力从哪里来。。
搞到自己很emo。。
有一点回到中三时的我的感觉
很恐怖 很down 很自闭的那个时候

有时候会有点
压抑不住
就快要崩溃的感觉..

所以我在fb 上po 的那一句话
"我没有你想像中那样坚强"
真的是我当时的感觉

有个人突然又出现在我的生活中...
他回复说我从没坚强过..
他又从何时那么了解我?

如果我的他有那么了解我就好了....

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My L ♥ V E For You
Sunday, July 18, 2010 ♥
1 MALAYSIA INTERGRATION CAMP 2010 ♥ 6:52 PM

sorry guys... recently a bit lazy to update my bloggie..

poor starving bloggie =(



actually is not lazy la..

but is ME keep hving fever n got cold.. continuously..

=(

kinda bad mood recently..

cz keep not feeling well..

n made me miss out a lot of thing..

especially school's stuff..



oh well..

i joined a camp whch was organised by d stk.

uhm... Kem Integrasi 1 Malaysia 2010..

it was said to b a COMPULSORY programme to all lower6 student..

i hv no idea isit real or wat..

but, they said COMPULSORY, but we still hv to PAY?

huhu.. good 1,,

since it's a COMPULSORY programme by d government,

it means that d government shud hv subsidised for each student...

but hell,

we still hv to pay another rm40 for dis camp..

d tc told us that d camp is actually rm60.

n d school's PIBG pity us so they PAID the another rm20 for us...

so nice for u.. =.=

pi!



btw, d camp is still not bad la...

jz 2days 1 nite is too not enough...

they wan us to communicate n know each other among d school students of different races..

but

such short time... how? n all of us just sit thr n hear d lecturers gv their speeches,

n play games.. no chance for us to talk to each other..

i mean, to other ppl that we still dunno la..



n my group, mostly..

no, is MAJORITY is from my class...

14 ppl include 2 indian girls only..

so, HOW 1 MALAYSIA??

not we duwan find malay girl..

is, not enuf... haha.. d whole camp I think we have oli arnd 7 to 8 malay

n we hv 12 groups...

so?? haha.. not our fault la..



pian lang lui si boh?? huhuh....

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My L ♥ V E For You
Friday, July 9, 2010 ♥
人生 · 无常 ♥ 9:14 PM

最近我发现

真的只不过是一线之差

人长得越大,思想越成熟,经历的事情越多
就会看到更多东西
尤其是生命
脆弱的生命

从大舅过世
到朋友车祸差点丢了性命
我似乎学会了更珍惜生命

到如今,以往的回忆还深刻在记忆里
今日欢笑,明日离别
没有预感,没有提示
这就是生死

我记得
大舅过世的时候,我没哭
我不知道我应不应该哭
也不懂为什么我不哭。。。
只记得,我,哭不出来
我在逃避自己的感觉

直到我长大了。。。
懂得想了
尤其是那一场意外后,
虽然不是真的,只是虚惊一场
但我还是,真的很怕失去某些人

我害怕再失去,害怕再感受同样的感受

老师告诉我们
生命,是无常的。。
生命会终结的一天
是上天的安排;
接受身边的每一个生离死别。。

接受了
可是未必会坚强下去
坚强也不过是欺骗自己

实验室里的白老鼠
垂死前的挣扎
在笼子里,等待生命的终结
你能感受到
那些牺牲品的感受吗?
知道自己临死了,却什么都不能做。。
只能在笼子里,与其他的。。一起等待。。。

如果生命是无常的


那些被杀害的生命?
也是无常吗??
我们。。要同情那些无辜的性命吗?


珍惜你身边的每一个生命
不要等到失去了才后悔

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My L ♥ V E For You
Friday, July 2, 2010 ♥
When a Lamb fells in Love with the Lion ♥ 6:23 PM

the Lamb
knows tat she shouldn't
knows tat it's wrong for her to do so
knows tat she'll got hurt badly someday..
but still
she can't stop herself from falling in love with the Lion

the Lion
know that he shouldn't had done such thing
know that it's wrong for him to do so too
know that someday he'll hurt her badly
but still
he can't stop himself from falling in love with the Lamb

the Lamb loves d Lion
same as d Lion too
they knew tat they loved each other
n they knew that that's a wrong thing to do
but still
they love each other

the day that they don't want it to happen happened

the Lamb really got hurted
badly

the Lion felt sorry to the Lamb
n he ran away

the Lamb should have known it surely will happen...
but what else she can do bsides facing all of these alone?


p/s:
*just a story from some1 around me...*
*dun tink too much ea =)*

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is the way she burps out her feelings
N bLogGie is hEr bAbY..

♛Camwhoring♛
she wAntZ to make it
a pRovE aBouT her liFe..

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