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sincerely J-er...,♥

Thursday, July 30, 2009 ♥
累。。。面对这些人,很累。。 ♥ 8:32 PM

只有四个字形容。。心情不好。。
我要的东西其实很简单。。
可是为什么他们就是不明白??
为什么他们要歪曲事实?
我本来就是一个要求简单的人啊。。。

或许我本来就不该接下这个任务。。。
如果能够 ‘早知道’就好了。。。
至少。。
我还有坚持下去的力量。。。

我以为我身边的朋友都会撑我。。。
但,我错了。。。
而且错得离谱。。。
干嘛那么相信他们?
你只是一个小卒。。。他们手掌上的玩物。。。
知道你直接。。。就拿你来当替死鬼。。。
笨!
笨!!!笨!!!笨!!!
大笨蛋。。。
现在好啦。。。
几乎每个人都认为你是靠某种方法来得到这个职位了。。
了解你的人,又怎样?
还不是都撑到他那儿去。。。
一个比你强很多的强势力。。。
一个你太相信的人。。。
一个你一直以来都把他当朋友的人。。。
一个你从来都不真正认识的人。。。

从来都不知道原来我身边有一个野心大的人。。。
而且还无意的踩到他的尾巴。。。
还笨笨的,什么都不知道。。。
即使发现有不妥的地方,还是不懂到底发生了什么事。。

dear...我知道你很想安慰我。。
只是你不懂要怎么做。。我明白。。。
我只是想要找一个可以依靠的地方。。
你只要给我安全感就好了。。。
受伤的次数太多。。。害怕。。。

还好依然有一个随时在我身边的哥。。
盛。。谢谢你。。
如果不是你。。我可能到现在被别人说我闲话都不知道。。。
还好还有你。。。
不然我真的不懂要怎样撑下去。。。

我。。真的好累。。。不想再撑下去了。。。

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ♥
Friends...Wat's that?? ♥ 10:15 PM

What does it mean by "friend"??

Friend...
some people said...
"Friends is used to b betrayed..."
bcos they trust in you...only you can b able to betray them...
that's true..

some people said...
"Friends is used to b cheated..."
same thing..bcos they trust in you...so u can cheat them easily...

some people said...
"Friends...we shouldn't show our true personality infron of them..."
huh....
but...
did you noe tat..
when the 'them' realise tat tat is not ur actual personality...
wat would they feel??

I hate to noe d truth...
though I should noe 'bout it...
earlier...

Time change a person, a thing..
you noe tis person well now... but not really for d next day...

Tis person...or shall I cal tis person B..
we used to b a good friend...a buddy...
we do tings together for so so so long...
n tis time...
just bcos of our 1 big event of KH s.j...
finally I noe B's true person...
not oli B...but d ex-teammate of mine...
mayb is me myself din change myself to suit d surounding...
to suit them...
or is me who changed, but still din suit with them...
tats y im oweys d 1 who hv objection...
i noe tat they should hv talking bout me...
cos of tis event...
n i oso found tat,
i changed a lot...i'll tink a lot after i make a decision...after i did a ting...
hate to face them...
hate to face them...
hate to face them...

After tinking so long...
I found tat..
it is a ting tat wil happen...surely will hapen...
so...I should accept it...though it is hard for me...

u see..
Wat is d reason u make fren wif a person?
bcos both u hv the same 'channel'...
both you hv d same topic to talk bout...
n tats y you can make a good fren, a good team...
n tat time...
you may not b knowing tat person very well...
you wil say tat...tis person is a nice person to be friend..a great selection to b teammate...

but after some time...
after you do tings 2gtr wif them..
you wil noe them more...

For me,
I wont betray my friend..
coz i noe wat is d feel of being betrayed...
For me,
Friends is a good mate of fun, sharing knowledges, sharing feelings...
so, dear friends...
if you hv any ting tat u 'BOH SONG' me...
jz tell me...so tat i can b a better person...

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Friday, July 24, 2009 ♥
Got a new hairstyle~ ♥ 9:59 PM

Huhu~
i cut my hair jor...
i wan keep long hair d...
but for d MUT...
no choice lo...
hair so messy....XD
if din go cut...sure vr ugly wif my beret on it...XD
dear2...after this i will keep long hair le...^^
so jz wait n see ba~



Ha!
i'm so lucky today,,,
styled by a 'master' grade d stylist...^^
my fren told me if normal time want find him cut, no RM3XX is fake d...
haha...
see how lucky m I today....

At first is my friend ask me go find him..b his model...
who knows when we talking...
sudenly his teacher, a China guy...
saw me, then he ask me whether can b his model..
cut new hairstyle on me..
omg...
den i sit infront of 'bout 10 ppl(his students) if not wrong...
let my head under d scissors...
it took 1 hr+ for him to complete my hair...
coz he teaching at the same time too...
his cutting was amazing...
till his students all like mcc...hahax
got wat, watermelon cut la...90,45 degree la...wootz...
so many names...
haha...

hmm...
about my MUT...
haiz...
many probs...
financial prob...
all d stupid triple chin's fault...
who can make it on saturday afternn o...
even he himself cant attend too...
others no need to say la...
haiz...
hope it can b really success ba...^^
GAMBATEH, MY DEAR MEMBERS!!!
no matter what hapen...
no matter did it works...
i'll b wif all of u, n work together..
to show them, our ex-s...
we can do tis!!!
jia you! jia you! jia you!

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ♥
Rainy day of July... ♥ 9:34 PM

Today is a good day to die~...haha..kidding..



Raining whole morning today...

sudenly make me miss his hug...

tat warm, safe hug...

like a big teddy~

hehe...

I like rainy days...

cos it clean my mind...

after so many days tiring wif my program...

n oso d class t-shirt designing...



urgh...tat stupid bxxchy...

wat the hxxk she still keep asking me to draw the drafts..

though she already decided to use another design frm another guy??

waste my time, my pen ink. waste my brain cell...too..



See..

lifes have good tings bad tings..

jz see how u faced it...

tink positively..

n u wil found tat all d bad tings is not a prob...

face it bravely...

n not to escape from it...

dun b a coward to ur life...

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ♥
My Anni celebration arh!!!! Triple Chin!!! ♥ 8:37 PM

Bad bad news for me!!!
That stupid Chin, change my program's time without giving us chance to bargain wif...

from 12noon~6pm !!!
who wants to come o...???!!!!
those officers we invited are working...
they hv their own job...
u tot they wil apply leave to attend this anniversary celebration organize by some small kids??
adults!!! can u guys sometimes please tink b4 make decision???
not only tink of d surface prob...
there must b another way tat can solve tis prob...
not using tis way ( keep changing our time to suit urs...frm 5~10pm, then frm 3~9pm, then now...12noon~6pm!!!)
its not fair!!!

I noe we r just 'kids' for u...
but if adults keep changing their mind n ask others to suit them...
there will b lots more prob...
that time..
the 'fame of sko' u meant will b broken by urself...
just bcz of ur decision...

sometimes i rily do wan to yell to those so-called-adult adults...
tot their decision is the most right decision...
n they'll nvr do tings wrong...
jz a Dr. nia ma...

Already didn't hv good nite sleep for couple days bcs of tis anni celebration...
then he keep giving me probs...
wan challenge me???
tot i'll scare u???
NO WAY!!!
I'LL SHOW U...
TAT I STILL CAN MAKE IT...
EVEN THOUGH IS IN DAY TIME!!!
I'LL CHANGE MY PROGRAME AGAIN!!! N GO KACAU U!!! KACAU U EVERYDAY TO SEE MY PROPOSAL!!!
N THEN...U'LL NOE...SHOW U WE R NOT KIDZ!!!
duwan hear our reason la...
duwan let us chance to talk la...
herng! stupid Triple Chin...>.<
scratch ur dear gr.lvn...kidnap u...k u enuf enuf...
WAKAKAKAKA XD

crazy me...haiz...dunno cant stand how long...haiz...

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Saturday, July 11, 2009 ♥
Wordle - imalonebnn ♥ 4:27 PM

Wordle - imalonebnn: ""Wordle: imalonebnn

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wooh! so many things hapened on me... ♥ 3:24 PM


so many things hapened on me in few weeks time only..

rily got me crazy...


1st thing,

I put 'it' into the refridge...

n i told him i wanna do tat...

n then..

his response was...

"if u wanna go, how i try to stay you down...also no use..."

totally broke down...T.T

being so foolish for so long...

like i'm playing this 'game' alone...

I thought...I'll b happier if I made this decision...

but...haiz...lifez...thoughtz...not d same...


2nd thing,

after meeting...

every1 n everything changed...is just like...

I'm not in the world for years...

n when I came back...

things changed...

till now I still cant accept it...


3rd thing,

i m regreting to help them voice out their true feelings..

now..

is just like..

I'm the 1 who make all these things hapen...

I'm the 1 who want make trouble...

ytd I saw him...

my ex-buddy...

coz he's in-charge of my p.d...

then...

he ask me alot of ques..

that i dunno what's hapening..

i already responsibling for the whole activity...

n he 'demand' me to in-charge of 1 small performance...

he just still cant take it that i'm above him now...

what human being is this...

not say that i m higher in position on him..

but he also cant demanding like this ma..

still say that time i argued that he din tell us anything hapening in d society...

then y this time din inform him...

communication prob...

makes all these thngs sucks...

luckily i had my Apple Crumble Cheese...

ooo~so nice...so xin fu...XD

if not har..

i sure will go k him...

make my mood so bad ytd...


yahor...forget to take that cake d photo...

hmm..

nvm

next time let u guys see see...

hehe





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